an exact clue =]

i heard a devotion talk on www.drivetimedevotions.com and it exactly say out my answer. gosh... i cant even believe GOD gave me clues in this way...

http://www.drivetimedevotions.com/mc/m/03B0

=]

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---------- monotonous ----------

past few days was busy, not to say its an interesting day, but a rather bored 1.

our campus held a malay debate competition. we (TESL 1&2) was kinda... not to say forced, but was chosen without our knowledge to become ushers and helpers in this competition.

the debating part was okay, but our job... is the boring part.

everything we do was so monotonous. time keeping, walking/running, sitting in a claustrophobic debate hall...... its just too MONO.

the competition lasted for 3 days, which is thursday, friday, and saturday. and the final is on wednesday.

enough bout that.

i felt so thankful to GOD that i finally changed my room. i dont have to live in that smoky room anymore. no more suffering from cigarette smoke. and my roommate is a friend of mine, so its great.

finally, happy 50th anniversary to AIM... hapi blessed burfdae and may this sanctuary of GOD continue to grow in HIS will.

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moodless... again...

moody... there wasn't any words like this in my dictionary. well, at least for last time.

i learnt more about this word as i interact with more ppl here in my campus.

never b4 i felt like this in my secondary school life until i came here.

that kinda feeling was awful, not to say that it hurts sumtimes, but it really does hurts.

not sure why or who am i emo-ing for, but its better to make things clear before making any conclusions.

great game...

ahhh... felt soooo good when i lost to a lecturer... well i cant say that its an unfair game, but it really tests me and my partner's skills.

know y i felt so good? its because finally i can get my ankle to rest... =]

next year... i'll do betta.

1st 2nd 3rd round was easy. but i took the quarter final round too easily...

so... thats what i learned.

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nervous day @@

sunday... schooling day, but seems like there wasn't any lecturer in the class.

dont know what should we do in class also. online whole day, plus sleeping..

my leg feels alrite now, stil hurts sumtimes but im good for badminton tonite.. hah

im goin to play 2 matches tonite, if i win the first game.

damn nervous now. dont even have the mood to eat my lunch just now. but i forced the food into my stomach anyway.

duh... wish me luck... =]

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no class... only badminton..

today's a friday, so no class for me today.

woke up quite late this morning, but managed to take my lunch on time and go for some badminton... =]

that badminton training lasted about 3 hours, if im not mistaken.

after that, i came back to hostel,but then followed my partner out and go for second round of badminton with the seniors... XD

my ankle still hurts, but then its better than last few days.

im not going for any games tmr, so hopefully my ankle has enough time to recover.

but anyway, i have a whale of a time playing badminton today. =D

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3 vital days...

i can confirm now that my right ankle is worse than ever. its pains itself even if i am not doing any actions.

lucky for me, i have 3 days to get my ankle back to shape. but i dont think that its enough.

i have to go to school tmr, no choice. exhibition is the only thing i know why im attending class tmr.

i cant imagine how im going to walk to class tmr. with my ankle getting more and more painful.

gosh... hate it...

still not in the mood to finish off my exhibition now.

that mood randomness in me...

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im a moodless man... tired day.... but still managed to watched 2 movies b4 i take a nap...

nothing special today, exhibition was fun this morning.

my leg got better now... i think so lah... because i dont really feel pain when walking and i can walk almost like normal now...

continue praying lah.. haha.. hope to hv a speedy recovery...

=]

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DAY FOR RECOVERING

kinda like a pig today... hah... slept from last night until today 2 something pm. cool huh.

btw the point is i don't wanna wake up because i want my ankle to recover faster. the lesser i walk, the faster it recovers.

2nd round of badminton tournament is gonna start in another 4 1/2 hours. i can still feel the pain at my ankle, maybe its the result of over stretching my leg last night. no doubt, I am going for pain killer again tonight.

i read an article about ankle sprain last night, got some info out of it. a 1st degree ankle sprain, that means the least injured degree of ankle sprain, needs 1~2 weeks to recover. while the 2nd degree ankle sprain, which is the most common 1, needs 2~3 weeks to recover.

i'm not sure which degree i'm in, but what i know is that i sprained my ankle just 3 days ago. that means my ankle is still in bad condition. nevertheless, my partner said that he is not going to play his singles match and is going to concentrate in doubles. what a relieve to hear that!

btw, i got a bad news too just only.... one of my church member in penang got stroke and is in ICU now. please do pray for him. oh LORD my your healing hands be upon your faithful servant.

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8.06pm now... 8.15pm is my match... phew... good luck to me... dont know who's my opponent...

took my pain killer just now... all things geared up!

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gosh... felt so bad tonite... i dont think my pain killer does any effect on my ankle anymore. or is it because i pushed my ankle to its limit... i dont know... but i feel pain while playing today.

not that usual pain killer effect that i feel...

but then nvm, at least i won my second match... thank GOD...

gonna rest for 3 days, my next match will be on sunday...

have to rest now... ZZzzz......

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THE RIGHT HELP

WHEN CRISIS HITS WE DON'T HAVE TO STAND ALONE. WE HAVE THE RIGHT HELP. WE CAN DEPEND ON GOD TO BE THE GREATEST ALLY WE COULD EVER KNOW. LEAN ON HIM. - BILL CROWDER

WHEN A CRISIS LOOMS BEFORE YOU,

DON'T FACE IT ON YOUR OWN;

SEEK ADVICE FROM GODLY COUNSEL,

AND TAKE IT TO GOD'S THRONE. - SPER

PRAYER HELPS...

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It is time... its 7.50pm now and im still here blogging...

8.30pm tournament.... wish me luck! *YAHWEH... u are the one who can help me now...

bless me abundantly as this is what i have been training for...

give me what i deserve... AMEN.*

my leg still feels pain, so i had no choice but to take pain killer...

had a great nap just now... should feel energized by now... gambateh amos!=]

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hahaha... have to express it here... thank GOD I won my first game... its kinda funny to think back, 1 OKU and 1 sick people playing mens double...

that pain killer i took really helps a lot. but my sense of pain doesn't stop when i took that pill; it stops when i stepped into the gymnasium with a large crowd over my head. weird huh? and also my court shoes really seemed awkward with a big bandage over my leg... hahaha...

anyway, i got away with the pain just now, and now, but later on when the effect of the pill is off, i can't imagine how am i going to survive it.. haha...

planning to skip class tomorrow, but i cant really decide yet if i wanted to. tomorrow's period is kinda important too...

so LORD please tell me what is your plan....

thats all for now. =]

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JUST ANOTHER DAY..

JUST ANOTHER SIMPLE DAY SITTING IN FRONT OF MY NET BOOK, IN MY CLAUSTROPHOBIC ROOM...
SKIPPED CLASS TODAY, GOT MEDICAL CERT FOR THAT SO... NO BIG DEAL..
ANOTHER UNLUCKY INCIDENT HAPPENED. MY BADMINTON PARTNER ( INIYAN MEGANATHAN ) IS NOT FEELING WELL. HE GOT A FEVER AND RUNNING NOSE, NOT SURE IF HE CAN RECOVER BEFORE THE TOURNAMENT TOMORROW.JUST PRAY FOR THAT...
ANYWAY, MY ANKLE IS BETTER TODAY. STILL CANT WALK PROPERLY LIKE NORMAL, BUT THEN AT LEAST THE PAIN IS GETTING LESSER AND LESSER. THE SWELLING PART GOT SMALLER, BUT ANOTHER PART OF THE SWELLING IS STILL THE SAME.

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A LIL BLUR ABOUT MY MOOD TODAY, BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER, AS LONG AS I AM DOING WAT I SHOULD BE DOING. BUT THEN ITS QUITE A BORING DAY TODAY, NOT SURE WHY, MAYBE BECAUSE I DUG UP SOMEONE'S TRUTH OR SO..... I DON'T KNOW, BUT I'M SURE 1 OF THE REASON IS BECAUSE THAT I CAN'T PLAY BADMINTON... ><"

AND ABOUT TOMORROW... GOD HELP ME.... I CANT LET IT OFF JUST LIKE THAT... I REALLY REALLY HOPE THAT I CAN RECOVER ON TIME...

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1st time blogging......

@^^0$ HERE... =]

THIS IS MY FIRST TIME BLOGGING... SO.... KINDA WEIRD AND BORING LAH... AND, THANKS SOPHIA FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO USE A BLOG=]

ANYWAY, YESTERDAY WAS TERRIBLE...

MY BADMINTON COMPETITION IS 2 DAYS AWAY, AND I GOT MY ANKLE SPRAINED.

FELT BAD OF COURSE, AS MY ANKLE STARTED SWELLING...

WENT TO SEE A DOCTOR TODAY, LUCKILY MY ANKLE BONE AREN'T FRACTURED, JUST SOME SOFT TISSUE INJURED. GOT TO BANDAGE MY KNEE FOR THAT TOO. WALKING WAS TERRIBLY HORRIBLE, AS I CANT PUT ANY PRESSURE ON MY RIGHT FOOT.

HAHAHA... SO PLEASE DO PRAY FOR ME... HOPE TO HAVE A SPEEDY RECOVERY BEFORE MY TOURNAMENT.

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